Sunday, April 09, 2006

emotional hangover...

i dont want to deal with this right now... there are to many emotions, to many problems... not enough hope. i hate the ultimate outcome. i hate my father for being such a bitter twisted self loathing alcoholic. i hate my need to pretend everything is fine. i hate the way i deal with life. i hate the way i acted last night. i hate the way i feel right now. but most of all i hate myself for hating.


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